changes.

dude. i hate how SO much stuff can change in like, two or three days. and i'm not talking about a couple small things, like the color of your hair or your new favorite color. i'm talking about like, stuff falling apart and people moving out of your life, when you thought they would be there to stay for a while. i don't mean to sound dramatic or anything, but i just hate how that happens. like, one day everything is going great and you know you don't have to worry about anything. then the next day, everything just basically falls apart. and like, all the bad stuff comes right at you at once. and then i started thinking about how much stuff has changed in a YEAR. dude eek; don't even get me started on thatt! but anyway, i've learned to just move on with life, because if you don't; it's going to move on with out you.

mhmm.

i've come to realize that--

most people that say have your back, are really just talking about you behind it. that the people you love most, will hurt you the most. and the people that aren't supposed to let you down -will.- that no matter how many stars that you wish on, some wishes just don't come true. even if you want it with everything in your body, you just can't get back what you had in the past. but don't live in the past -its the past for a reason-. your 'best friends' are hardly even your friends. the people you think you know everything about; you don't even know at all. no matter what you do, nothing takes away all of the pain. summer is my worst time of year. all guys are jerks, no matter what they say. at this age, we have no clue what love is. second chances aren't worth it. people don't change. always live up the moment; cause you never know when the moment will change for the worst. and no matter how much time passes, its always gonna hurt.but most of all, i realized that i can't get thru anything with out God.

today...

ugh, i really don't know what to type on here, but i just felt like typing:) and i'm bored and hyper, i really don't know why though. i'm in enlgish doing nothing but listening to musicccccc. eek, my favorite song is love story by taylor swift. it's just this awesome song about to people in love. and she even wrote it herself! you should go listen to it, even if you don't like country, cause some of my friends that don't listen to country like that song. and johnny and june:) those are like, my two favorite country songs right now.

eek, i'm so ready for the game today! i can't wait to see the football players at a home game finally. the pep rally was pretty cool today, too. but the band could have played a little better.. but oh well. and yeah i can say that cause i'm in band, so it's not like i'm talking about anyone. ha. but yeah, that's all i have to say for now, so go and comment my blogs, dude! and keep reading:)

life.

yeah, the reason i haven't written anything on here in a while is because i kinda forgot my password and had to go find it at my house.. : ) but i finally found it, so i'm back!! eek, well not much is really going on right now. we have another out-of-town volleyball game tonight, so that's what i'll be doing. and nothing much has really happened in the last week. just hanging out with people and having fun playing guitar hero and riding a motor scooter: ) haha.

and i know this sounds corny and like, old-persony, but lately i've been thinking about how fast time really does go by. i can honestly still remember exactly what i was doing new years eve, and even what was going on a year ago. it's crazy how much stuff will change in a year, and it doesn't seem like any time has gone by at all. and then in the blink of an eye, everything is different. ugh, i hate it. that and reality checks. i had one the other day when i realized that i'm about to be in high school, and that my cousin is about to be a senior in a year. but i guess when it gets here i'll be ready. i'll have to be.

ughh.

Okay, well I haven't written anything on here in a while, but not a lot has happened or anything like that. Hmm.. yesterday we went to they volleyball games. We actually did really good, we just didn't win anything. But the games were really fun to watch:) The bus ride wasn't that fun though. On the way up there it wasn't so bad, but coming back; some people wouldn't be quiet. Plus all the 8th graders had a test to study for and some of us had an english paper to do, so it wasn't so great. And now we have to push towels in athletics. Yesterday just wasn't really a good day for me, but today will be better. Tonight is open house, and I get a hair cut, so I'm kinda excited. Eek, so I'll be back and try to type more this week. Bye guys:)

anyway..

well, you should all know me by now. if you don't read that little thing on my profile. ha. but yeah, the first week of school was pretty awesome, and its getting better as i go along! everything is really good right now. i can't wait for all the football and volleyball games this year.

anyways, that's all for now. keep reading: )

eek: )

so this is my first time to really have a blog. i mean yeah, i put stuff up on myspace like everyone else, but i've never had anything just for blogging. but i'm glad that we set this up in reading! i think that it's a really cool and fun way for us to get stuff out. and for everyone to talk to each other and everything. anyways, i love to write! it's how i vent and get stuff out when i feel bad and things like that. i also write things for people, so if you ever want me to write anything for you, tell me and i totally will. well, thats its for now! peace.